Okay, you know what? I need to do this, too.

Hi there, Kristen. I have a feeling you'll be looking at this sometime soon since you already have been without telling me, but yeah. I, along with many people who have Xanga's, know that you read these things.
And you know, whether this is "public" or not, it's a get-away for us. Maybe not so much for me as it is for other people, but I do come here to write the feelings I've had and I would really rather appreciate it if I knew the people I want reading it were reading it. Not someone I don't want reading it. Even if you are reading it, I would like to know. I would rather you not keep it to yourself that you are.
I'm just letting you know how I feel.
That's what this Xanga is for, isn't it?
Love,
<3Hannah


MY XANGA HAS NOW BEEN MOVED.


if you want the screen name,


i'll possibly give it to you.

IM me or something.

Yeahhh. This is my cool update-thing.
I went back to school today. Nothing exciting happened. Just work & art was pretty funny. "Lollypop, lollypop, oh lolly, lolly, lolly..." Ohhh fun times, man. I love art class.
My OM team is failing at life. I'm not even kidding. Our whole script got deleted, I haven't even started my costume, and some other people haven't even started their assignments yet. The competition is in like two weeks, too. I'm kind of *hoping* we drop out. It would take a lot off of my shoulders and plus I would get to go to the 30 Hour Famine which I was really looking forward to, but I can't be able to go because the OM competition is that weekend. But if we drop out I can go. *sigh* We'll see what happens.
...Things are going down the drain. Ugh. I hate fights, I hate drama, I hate anger, I hate sadness, I'm beginning to hate crying... It's too much. And on top of school, I just can't take it. I need to start praying a lot more. I just seriously want things to get better. I hope *people* are willing to make things better...
All right. This is the end of my super-cool update. I'll find a survey or something now.
<33hannah



[edit 8:25pm]


AHHHH!!


WHAT THE HELL. Some people just DON'T KNOW when to STOP! My God.

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THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
Something important on your desk: computer.
When you sleep you wear: pajamas.
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: and iPod, electric guitar, and a guitar tuner. and an acoustic pick-up. and an amp... >.>
Something you don't have a lot of: patience.
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: journal, CDs, bible.

MORALS:
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: sleep?
A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: no comment.
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: i think i do that a lot.
One person you have killed in your thoughts: a few choice people.

EGO:
Your 3 best qualities: i guess i listen pretty well... i'm having a really hard time with this one... x.x
Your 3 worst qualities: laziness, gossiping... self-conciousness...
Describe your ideal self: i'm pretty content with myself, thanks.
You are embarassed when: when i'm wrong.
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: idk.
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: *cough* sorry, what?
Your best physical feature: i wouldn't be able to tell you that.

EMOTIONS:
Emotion you hide most: i'm not the best at hiding emotions. but i guess sadness? i know i show my anger... hm.
The emotion you tend to experience most: hyperness and the complete opposite.
The emotion you are feeling most lately: distant.
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: talking about people behind their backs.
When you are angry you need: to be alone for just a while.
When you are sentimental you need: a hug.
When you are in love you need: it in return. even though, that doesn't happen quite often.

thhhhheee ennndd. <3

Bold the ones that apply.

001] I've never been to Six Flags.
002] I don't like Dasani water.
003] I've seen a movie in the last week that I'd never seen before.
004] People have complimented my eyes.
005] I have a dog.
006] Nobody in my family is a blonde.
007] My hair is green.
008] Depression = person dies.
009] I've never touched a cat.
010] My mother is older than my father.
011] I have a problem sharing these things with strangers.
012] I chew my food with my mouth closed.
013] My dog eats cheese.
014] My sheets need to be washed.
015] I'm musically inclined.
016] I spit when I talk. [sometimes!]
017] I have big feet.
018] Shiny stuff excites me.
019] I have a charm bracelet.
020] I have more than 30 DVDs.
021] Power Rangers was must-see TV show for me as a kid.
022] I have a short temper.
023] I hate you.
024] I've built a birdhouse.
025] I can't find my camera.
026] I've eaten a bug by choice.
027] My friends have eaten dog biscuts with me.
028] I've seen one movie more than twelve times.
029] I've never had the chicken pox.
030] I know what pi is.
031] I hate Mexican food.
032] Bush needs to go home to his Texas ranch and stay there.
033] I think the Olsen twins should have their own identities.
034] "Singer/songwriters" need to actually WRITE their own songs.
035] I have a poster of a hot celebrity in my room.
036] I live alone.
037] One of my inside jokes involves a gay animal.
038] I play the drums. [a little bit.]
039] I haven't showered in two days.
040] I eat my lipgloss. [well it kind of gets in my mouth sometimes.]
041] My alarm clock is black.
042] Easy Mac is gross.
043] I like Sesame Street.
044] I'm older than 7.
045] Carrie Bradshaw should be president.
046] I don't even know who Carrie Bradshaw is.
047] Abortion should be illegal.
048] "Suck" is not a bad word.
049] I hate chewing gum.
050] I worship Satan.
051] I wear black nail polish.
052] My favorite song was a hit before 1980.
053] I was an accident. [hahahahahaha shana, ozzy & ian.]
054] My immediate family is larger than six people. [it is six people.]
055] I make myself puke when I eat.
056] I wear glasses.
057] I wear contacts.
058] My eyesight is perfect. [or so the doctor says.]
059] I think Demi Moore needs to pick up someone her own age.
060] I've never met a celebrity.
061] Someday I'm going to be a celebrity. [haha right.]
062] I was a fat kid.
063] I get up early on Saturday to watch cartoons.
064] I'm going to stalk you.
065] I'm a very organized person.
066] I believe and live in organized chaos.
067] I'd rather take a bath than a shower.
068] I love you.
069] Some songs just don't work when you crank the volume up.
070] I don't know why I take these stupid surveys.
071] I refuse to wear pastels.
072] I am a vegetarian.
073] You're gonna listen to me, like it or not.
074] I wish somebody would cut out William Hung's vocal chords.
075] I can be evil.
076] Rap creates more violence than there already is.
078] My comforter has flowers on it.
079] I hate it when people think they know all about something but don't.
080] It's hot outside.
081] I refuse to eat dark chocolate.
082] I go online every day.
083] I don't like the word "bold".
084] I've applied to be on a reality show.
085] I can sew. [kind of?]
086] I've seen every episode of Friends.
087] I ain't no ignorant hick!
088] Sparkle is a funny word.
089] I was expecting the twist at the end of Secret Window.
090] I know what "elaborate" means. [that's funny cuz i used it in my entry already.]
091] A band from my town is famous. [somewhat close to me.]
092] I smoke.
093] I've been to prom.
094] I can't count past 100.
095] I look like I need a pimp, not the answers.
095] I'm bald.
096] I love the color green.
097] I know a vegan.
098] I like your sweater.
099] Sweaters make me itch.
100] Actually, I CAN eat just one Lay's potato chip.

thhheee ennndd. <3

...yesss. awesome weekend. <3
just somewhere to go to get away from it all.
<33hannah

- -» cLoThEs « - -

describe your favorite..

pair of jeans - the lighter blue ones.
skirt - my plaid-ish pink, brown, & creamish one.
shirt - idk.
pair of underwear - idk.
bra - idk.

- - » sCho0l « - -

your favorite class - social studies.
locker number - i forget.
favorite teacher - mr. robinson.
least favorite teacher - idk.
who sits at your lunch table - steph, sparks, kristen h, and tara.
do you like your principal - not really.
do you like the locker rooms - i hate gym in general.
how about the bathrooms - they're okay.
cafeteria ? - too crammed.

- - » VaCaTiion « - -

favorite place you ever vacationed to - BUSCH GARDENS.
least favorite ? - idk.
most exotic place - idk.
funnest place - busch gardens.
have you ever been on an airplane - yep.
have you ever been on a car ride for more than 6 hours - yeah.
farthest place youve been to - from where i live, probably georgia. sad. i know.

- - » fAmiLy « - -

favorite family member- i love all my family members.
divorced parents or married parents - married.
mothers name - mommy.
fathers name - daddy.
grandma's name - mom's side- mimi. dad's side- grandmama.
grandpas name - mom's side- papa. dad's side- granddaddy.
do you have any secrets about your family - ...no?

- - » lOvE « - -

do you have a boyfriend - no.
do you have a crush - go away.
have you ever been on a stalker love status - no.
do you believe in soulmates - kind of. i mean, God has someone planned for you.
do you believe in love at first site - nah.
do you need to be married before you have sex - i believe so.

- - » fRiEnDsz « - -

your best friend - i have a lot of best friends.
do you and your friends fight alot - i guess you could say so. sometimes.
nicest - they can all be nice.
there for you always - ian [my son, ian. haha].
you talk to most on the phone - steph.
prettiest- they're all pretty.
best teeth - ...random. umm. i'm not sure.

- - » tElEviSioN and MoViEs « - -

about how many hours a day do you watch tv - hardly at all.
what is your favorite tv show - south park.
favorite actor - idk.
have you ever met a famous actor / actress - nah.
favorite movie - the lion king 1, 1/2, & 2.
favorite movie theatre to go to - regal warrington.
last movie you saw in theatre - the incredibles?
last movie you rented - i forget.

- - » pErSonAl ThiNgS « - -

have you ever cut yourself - blah.
have you ever tried to commit suicide - heck no.
do you have a secret you never told anybody - nah.
have you ever tried to kill someone - ..no.
do you like your life - sometimes. most of the time. actually, yes, i do like my life.
do you like yourself - sometimes.
do other people like you - yeah, apparently. hah.
do you think your pretty - sometimes. a lot of other people seem to think so, though... idk.

- - » mUsiiC « - -

favorite song - i usually have a favorite song on every CD, but i don't have one choice song.
favorite singer/band - brand new, the used, and relient k.
favorite album - idk?
favorite music video - idk.

- - » FaShii0N « - -

do you wear makeup often - everyday.
do you care alot about how you look - ...yes. sadly.
are you overly self concious - yep.
your favorite place to shop - idk.
favorite makeup store - idk.
how do you usually wear your hair - down, and straight.
whats your signature outfit - ..i don't know?

- - » sTuFf « - -

have you ever smoked - nope.
have you ever done drugs - nope.
drank alchohol - yeah. ew.
had sex - nope.
kissed someone - yeah.
kissed a member of the same sex - if you count family in like you know, that family way.
felt guilty about somethin sexual you did - later in life, yes.
ever flashed a member of the opposite sex - no...

- - » vErY RanD0m « - -

do you believe in aliens - nah.
if you were a dog what would your name be - uh. idk.
if you were a tree what would you be - ...idk...
do you believe in god - yes.
do you believe in heaven or hell - yes, both.
if you were a food what would you be - a taco. ohh taco taco.
if you had to pick somewhere to take a trip to , where would it be - scotland... or somewhere in europe.
if you were a flower you would be a - rose, i guess.
if you had to play a role in a movie or show you would play - the heartbroken one... sadly enough.
if you were in the music business you would sing what type of music - my type of music. which is.. i guess, whatever. idk.

theee ennndd. <3

"rock & roll can be dangerous
and fun at the same time."
-billie joe armstrong.